“I am alone”
you are never!
“I AM the ALL-ONE”
is you Beloved
only 100 x better!
Happy 2019…here’s to new beginnings
you are never!
is you Beloved
only 100 x better!
Happy 2019…here’s to new beginnings
By making the Earthly persona the “barren” self…the Heavenly persona becomes the ripe and ready to consume self.
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.”
happy Friday y’all
You are the dwelling place of my Heaven sent (scent) vapor self. This true self inherits all of My Divine nature and all of My Divine attributes. Like it’s Creator, this “Life-being” is a Sacred psyche…infinite and omnipresent…measuring out it’s wisdom and goodness for all.
The unbroken stream of God’s light, that is eternally poured out for your well-being, has a name and it is called “LIFE”
Imagine perceiving the “I AM’s” imperceivable spark. The light weight, shining inhale and exhale self that animates the living.
This formless sea of the sacred sky self finds a home within an island of flesh self…for a time.
LIFE personified is your true inner being…The universal Divine Beloved …whom I love… and “in” whom “I AM”… well pleased.
“By means of all created things, without exception, the divine assails us, penetrates us, and molds us. We imagined it as distant and inaccessible, when in fact we live steeped in its burning layers”
“…the Divine radiating from the depths of a blazing matter”
The Divine I AM is the heart of all matter…blazing behind all that we see and all that we are. The Divine I AM breeds form and expression… in all good things both near and far.
It is you, inner Beloved, who is the Sacred Stuff that lives within everyone and everything.
“Take heart my love…You win over life”- u2rbeloved
Come and draw in close…here is something that you should know. Do you remember the promise whispered into your soul? The words of how your life would unfold?
“Your fate, Beloved, appears as a great victory…there is no other option but for you to succeed”
Do not become burdened by imperfections along the way… day by day your imagined shadows are all swept away. And the brilliant dreams that you dream truly do prevail…take comfort, Beloved… it’s impossible to fail.
“For you survive this life… you outlast existence itself”
Take time now to reflect upon your solemn vow. The one you rendered not to forget. How, throughout it all, divinely safe… divinely secure…divinely supported you are kept.
Go forth My heart…love and create…a life not marked by pain and uncertainty but a life free to embrace… love, truth and beauty.
“So erase your old fears, your scars, your injuries… and walk the Earth expressing more of Me…
and I AM Love”
“Truly I tell you…Look into any mirror and you will see who I AM”
“All life is a Yoga (union) of Nature (matter) seeking to manifest God (divine) within itself”
-Synthesis of Yoga by Sri Aurobindo
Yoga: Definition: “and all matter for that matter,
rigin: Sanskrit, literally, yoking, akin to Latin jungere to join
To become a master of “yoga” or a master of “union with the divine” practice reconnecting to the Divine Supreme YOU within…the transcendent true being that exists behind all forms.
“For the aim of the SPIRIT is to to be seen in all things”
The exercise of “yoga/union with the Divine” transforms and restores, uplifts and elevates the many masquerades of matter… the divine self concealed… into it’s true singular Sacred self…the divine self revealed.
“The universal ONE “is” the tree, the flower, the sky and the human eye…the ONE who hides behind the mouth that tastes and the heart that breaks”
The Sacred self hopes by reaching down and being the enlivening ONE within nature/ form… in time, it’s matter/appearance self will awaken and rise up into knowing that all along it has always been the ONE true Divine self…this is the play of the universe.
“…to make the bodily life also divine must be God’s final seal upon His work in the universe” – Sri Aurobindo
Beloved, you have been annointed with the power to label your world…as you do this keep in mind that everything was first labeled good by God. Imagine what our world could look like if we all aligned with God in that belief.
Appearances are deceiving, so before labeling something as good or bad…first ask yourself what undefiled goodness could possibly be hiding behind the non-good that I am seeing? Is there a positive version of the negative that I am witnessing? How would the “I AM” behold this current struggle that I am facing?
“Try to seek out the fortune that could possibly be buried under the overgrowth of misfortune”
“Knock on the image of whatever it is that causes you distress…chip away at the burdens that concern you”
Request all of this from the perspective of the Divine Beloved self…for it is this spiritual self who will open the door to discerning true goodness… and it is this divine self who will wipe clean the muddled view from our eyes.
Journal One…a story of spiritual transformation
…as usual I tend to seek (the divine) while the world still sleeps…an inner seeking, an inner conversation…
…at first it seemed that I was being compressed by some kind of crushing weight…as if boulders upon boulders were pressing the body flat… dripping in a cold sweat…wondering how much heaviness can one bear? Certain that I was bound to sink down into the core of the Earth by this unseen, immense, excruciating and unexpected force…all I could do was keep praying….keep bearing…keep trusting…only by clinging to trust (in the divine) was I able to fight through my fear… even though every limb of my body was suddenly unable to move…
…mindset in reality… but also sensing on the verge of entering somewhere else.
After what seemed like an eternity…my toes felt a sudden release…a freedom… the weight began to lift… inch by inch… up the rest of my body… as if a sunrise was creeping slowly on the horizon.
…a brightness filled my body, a wonderful surrender. I felt as light as air, glowing like gold… illuminated like the sun.
A feeling of LOVE, like no other, inflamed my heart. My chest felt that it could no longer contain this LOVE…it had no choice but desire to burst open…like a trap door… unleashing a Divine Love that had all of this time been hiding within. In that overwhelming moment, a most powerful and blinding spiritual light seemed to pour forth.
…the presence of God was in this LOVE…is this LOVE
As I floated in this other worldly kind of LOVE… I didn’t know if I would ever come back. I felt bright and beaming. Rising higher and higher into the unknown…I got the impression that I could very easily disappear, evaporate, vanish…and in that moment, I realized that my heart was no longer mine, for it never truly was…it was now melted and fused back into oneness…united forever with a being, a presence that is LOVE itself…a LOVE that is not humanly possible…a LOVE …indescribable, unimaginable…a LOVE that exists beyond one’s wildest dreams.
“…and on that day …so long ago…is the day that I came to truly know… the fiery LOVE that lives in EACH and EVERY soul”
(You are this LOVE! aka…the inner Divine Beloved…who is one and the same in all of our unique and individual names)
“The man who sees me in everything and everything within me will not be lost to me, nor will I ever be lost to him. He who is rooted in oneness realizes that I AM in every being; wherever he goes, he remains in me”
From Bhagavad Gita
Remind me…to see the divine ME…in everything.
Dear Beloved Self,
If you ever need a place to rest please find your rest in me…for the world must be an exhausting place for your Heavenly self to be.
I may not have much to offer…but know there is a standing reservation… exclusively made for two…just me and you…in the sanctuary of my soul.
So for now, chase away my fear…chase away my doubt, with you as my inner Divine self… there is no place for them in this Sacred house.
“The Breath…that is the“I AM”…willingly subjects itself to be the source of LIFE and animation to all flesh forms…even when,for the most part, those forms live and believe 24/7 opposite of all that “It” truly is”
Become mindful of the supernal presence of the inner Beloved self… accept it’s invitation to become one with it in belief.
Then rejoice…for the simple act of remembering and “valuing” the Sacred self, as the true self…will be the mark, the gesture, the signal, the catalyst, the spark for the Beloved’s voice to be perceived.
Hope and desire will lead to God’s inner Beloved…the whole, perfect and eternal self that you are.
He causes his “sun” (the inner Sacred self) to “rise” (predominate positioning of the mindset of the beloved self…the higher, emanating and animating self) on the evil (the de-value of the inner beloved) and the good (the confirming of the divine self within), and sends “rain“(the mega moisture/vapor/essence Beloved breath self) on the righteous and the unrighteous.
“I cannot reveal the beauty of my nakedness to a stranger”
– Divine Truth
Pursue me, make known your desire to be with me. Seek me and win me over with your curiosity.
Spend time finding out who I AM.
Spoil me with your attention, surprise me with your affection, shower me with the gift of your time and your presence. Hold onto me tightly.
My wisdom and loyalty are like no other.
Do not be afraid of me…for you say that you desire truth. I AM not standoffish, I AM not out of reach. Here, let me tell you what I AM. I AM spontaneous and I AM playful…I can reveal myself to you in an instant and surprise you in the most unlikely places.
I AM funny and I AM serious…I AM in your laughter and I AM in your tears.
I AM God’s truth, and I AM the whole lot.
Look into the eyes of another and I AM there. Look up at the sky and below at the earth and I AM there… I long for you to see me.
Take a walk and I walk with you, take a rest and I rest by your side. When we are alone, I talk to you in whispers and when we are in a crowd my voice is amplified.
My name is Divine Truth…and I AM all around…there is no place that you cannot find me.
I AM your prize to win…I AM a good catch. I already exist in everything and my wisdom is within your grasp. See and hear with the eyes and ears of the Divine self and you will begin to see me everywhere.
Be Melting Snow- by Rumi
Totally conscious, and apropos of nothing, you come to see me.
Is someone here? I ask.
The moon. The full moon is inside your house.
…I’m in here, comes a voice from the house, but we aren’t listening.
We’re looking up at the sky.
…Lo, I am with you always means when you look for God,
God is in the look (def: the appearance of a person) of your eyes,
in the thought of looking, nearer to you than your self…
There’s no need to go outside (def: the external side or surface of something)
Be melting snow. Wash yourself of yourself.
Be the melting snow.
Wash away the glacier-like and frosted over idea of the flesh self… thaw and unearth the brilliant light and bursting love of the burgeoning Divine self.
Behold, by turning your gaze upward…from the perspective of your now puddled persona…you, once and for all, will be looking fully into the eyes of the season-less God-like self…the I AM who is with you always and forever.
“When I am “settling down” at the feet of the Sacred inner self… I AM “rising up” as the Divine Beloved “breath of air” self”
The Beloved’s easy 1,2,3 guide to spiritual self evaporation:
1. Boil over with God’s inner love and goodness.
2. Allow your Earthly salt self to dissolve, dissipate and melt into oneness with the solvent Sacred self.
3. Kiss your diluted flesh self goodbye… and say hello to your unfading, uncovered, unabating and unearthed… remnant of the Divine self.
“The circulating cycle of spiritual transformation is finally fulfilled…when right before our very eyes…we see our “fragment” of God self materialize“
Happy Friday xoxo
Make use of your flesh self to swaddle the Divine Beloved within self.
Switch places with the innermost Divine Beloved and allow that One self to swaddle you.
…for this is the way of all real love. The lover will utterly and completely despoil himself of everything, even his very self, because of the one he loves. He cannot bear to be clothed in anthing save the thought of his beloved.
And this is not a passing fancy. No, he desires always and forever to remain unclothed in full and final self-forgetting. This is love’s labour; yet, only he who experiences it will really understand. This is the meaning of :
“Anyone who wishes to love me let him forsake himself”
It is as if He were to say:
“A man must despoil himself of his very self if he sincerely desires to be clothed in me, for I am the full flowing garment of eternal and unending love”.
–The Book of Privy Counsel
“Do MY work”… God would not call out onto thee….for it is we who should shout out… to the sharp Divine HE…
“Dear God, please, please, go ahead and feel free… be the One who “does” YOUR good and loving work…through lil ‘ol me”
I know that sometimes you feel lost…but in a way you should also feel found. By loosening your identification to your worldly persona you have discovered your inner Sacred true persona. By symbolically dimming your Earthly name-self you have brightened the name of the inner Divine self.
“The outer character is temporary…but you, Beloved, are the distinguished spiritual substance within all…that is everlasting”
You, as the Divine Beloved, are the current-of-LIFE self that flows where it may, hoping to be the token-of-truth self that is recognized and embraced within each and every heart. This is not a rare occurrence…for it happens all the time.
“The self discovery of your Divine nature is your destiny”
After knowing this, how can one believe that they have not fulfilled much in this life? In reality you have fulfilled My ultimate hope. By restoring your truth, the awakening (the lifting up in awareness from the Earth self) to the Beloved within as the true self, you have successfully drawn the fleeting “me-self” to your evermore “I AM” self…which is the perfect fulfillment of your duty as the One Begotten of Heaven.
“Never feel defeated again. Never feel undervalued, never feel unworthy or unsuccessful, those feelings are of the world”
When you awoke from the physical only self to the Divine Beloved self, all the angels of Heaven bowed down in your honor. When you arose to your inner Sacred self, I, your God, your Father, the Creator of all and everything placed a wreath of victory on your head. As the Beloved within, you wear it now and will always wear it as a mark…a symbol…a sign of my glory. Hold your head up high for you have won the greatest prize and You, Beloved are My pride and My joy
…you are My Divine life that is portioned out to be the animating LIFE within all life.
Know that you, by your Divine descent are privileged to knowing My love and My truth. If angels could be jealous they would be…for you, Beloved have returned to the most high and most triumphant place…even if you find your day is spent in the least desired position on Earth…do not be discouraged
…for you Beloved exist forever in the arms and in the embrace of the I AM.
“And I, if I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to Myself.” – John 12:32
Dear Beloved Self,
I know where I want to be. I just need to find out how to get there. Is it real? Is it possible? Can I dream a new reality where I meet my true Divine Self and learn to live as One?
For that is what I want…to live raised up… as the higher Sacred Self.
I am longing for more… more of you…Beloved self. Hold me up, lift me up, raise me as high as I can go.
Dear Beloved Self,
Release any weight that holds me down. Release all that I carry so I can stay tuned in every minute of every day to the Divine’s heightened purpose… where LOVE is born, renewed and replenished.
YOU, as the Divine Breath, have lived and will live… forevermore… as all others.
YOU, as the inner Divine Self, have witnessed tremendous good and loving things when YOU have lived as one awake to their “muchness”
And YOU, Beloved, have witnessed horrendous and horrible things… when YOU have lived as one who’s “muchness” has been misplaced.
“Times change, appearances change, circumstances change…but the “muchier” Divine inner Beloved You… is unceasing and unchanging”
“The Beloved and I can no longer exist separately…I must become my companion called Love”
Yeah! A dream of mine has finally come to fruition. Not only is u2rbeloved officially up and running, but we have reached our one year anniversary! Won’t you share a glass of champagne and celebrate with me? We are, after all, on this “awe-mazing” spiritual journey together. As we venture further into the wonderful wilderness within… always remember this…
“The words of the divine Beloved are not meant to sway the mind…but to swoon the heart” -u2rbeloved.com
One more thing before I go… know that the Beloved in me rejoices in the companionship of the Beloved in you. Thank you for the pleasure of you company over the last year.
Happy Anniversary Beloved’s!
The 3 steps you need to “super-size” your life. The first step is to realize that we have two parts to our being or two ways of existing in this world. We are created to live not only as a human being but also to live the life of the divine Holy Beloved Spirit. One half of our being is external and physical and the other half is internal and spiritual…these two halves of our being when joined make a whole. This idea alone already doubles the image we have of ourselves.
Step two of experiencing a super-sized life is to understand that each side of our being, our human nature and divine nature, comes with it’s own mindset, guidelines and beliefs. Most of us, however, live only from our human or physical mindset and over time that self becomes our “ruling” mind…the dominate mind that we trust or “worship”…taking precedence over our holy Beloved mindset. When living from our “human only” perspective we shortchange ourselves. We limit ourselves to half a heart, half a mind, half a being, half a world, half of joy, half of wisdom, half of love. However, when our human identity and our divine identity are like-minded we automatically are “super-sized.” We no longer act from only half of ourselves..instead the two sides of our being become so closely united that we almost can’t distinguish where one ends and the other begins.
The third and most important step of a super-sized life is to incorporate our beliefs with the beliefs of our divine Beloved self (this may take some practice as the beliefs of the divine Beloved may be quite different from what the world believes).This union will open up new points of view to us and we will become privileged to understanding the human and divine way of looking at things. No longer will we observe life only from our human mindset…instead our perception and awareness will be super-sized as we integrate and embrace both our physical (human) mindset with our spiritual (divine) mindset.
When our beliefs are interchangeable with the beliefs of our divine self we will see this reflected in our physical world…the seen as well as the unseen will become visible…on “Earth as it is in Heaven.” The human persuasion of lack will be balanced with the divine truth of abundance…”seeing” imperfection will be transformed into “seeing” perfection, weakness into strength, sadness into joy, fear into acceptance, loneliness into love, confusion into wisdom, etc. When your human mindset is super-sized with your divine Beloved mindset you have the best of both worlds.
Imagine yourself having 2 sides to your nature, you have a divine mindset and a human mindset…these two sides of your being were perfectly created by God to be in union…to coexist, to be knitted so tightly together that there is no separation. However, most of us have forgotten this truth. We may live an entire lifetime suffering a type of amnesia, a forgetfulness or something similar to a really bad hangover. This prevents us from remembering that we are both physical and spirit, human and divine…we are both ordinary and a rockstar at the same time.
The good news is that we don’t necessarily have to choose one way of existing over the other. We can celebrate the identity the world knows us as, our human self, along with the identity that God knows us as…the divine Beloved. We were created to be both…the distress of life can occur when we become so attached to only our human nature that we suppress completely in our memory that we also have a divine nature.
When we identify only with our human self and deny the part of us that is divine we are living half a life or a one-sided life. Envision how it would be to embrace both sides of your nature and experience, perhaps for the first time, a full life…a whole life. The divine part of you, the Holy Beloved Spirit, has come to (not only) give you life…(but to supplement your life and experience it) to the fullest.
If you do only one thing this week embrace, or at least try to imagine, how your life would appear if you approached it from the divine mindset of your Beloved self.
“I Am who am”… these words were inspired by God to describe the divine Beloved soul. You are that very same divine soul…allow the mindset of your Beloved self to reveal to you the true meaning behind those words. “I Am who am”… I Am all who are…I Am in all who now exist, in all who have ever existed or will exist in the future. The fact that you exist means that you house the I Am…whether you are aware of it or not.
You can live a life being you, and only you, or you can live being you as the I Am. The decision of free will is that you can choose which one you will be at any given moment. Are you “you” … are you the I Am or both? You are not only you, but you are also the I AM.
“You” may not believe your true self is the one divine soul…but the beloved “I AM” that is you believes.
We all have the choice to either believe what the Beloved tells us is true… or place our belief in what the world tells us is true. That is the meaning of free will. You have the freedom to willingly choose between being the “I Am” or being you. You are you…but you are also the “I Am”…all are the “I Am” within.
The you that you think you are is not really you. Bring back to your consciousness that the true self is the one, divine, Beloved, soul dwelling within. Not the Beloved soul from the past, not the Beloved soul in heaven…but the eternal, Beloved, universal soul…living here on Earth now as you…as everyone.
This new emerging wisdom is ancient but has been forgotten. It’s original content has been distorted, altered or misunderstood. It is like the whisper down the lane game you played as a child and the truth of the message has been lost in translation…until now.
Learn how to surrender the self you currently think you are to your real “Beloved” self. Then that new found truth will guide you. Recognize that new identity as the real self…the one, divine soul of the Beloved that is expressing and living as you. Grasp this mindset and watch as a new beginning or a new genesis of truth reveals itself to you within and without.
Let go of who you identify yourself as being…become aware of who it is that really lives within you. An essential part of the adventure is the discovery of your true self and in turn your purpose.
The Easter story that is told in sacred scripture is not a one time event but can symbolically be seen unfolding in your life as well. You experience this when your true identity, the Beloved soul, is given freedom from your “oppression’ and allowed to reclaim it’s birthright within you. The Beloved’s life is now reinstated, “resurrected” or brought back to life within you…living as if your life is its own.It’s true place and power is restored.
You give the Beloved life by relinquishing (symbolically sacrificing) your false identity and life as you know it…and in return the Beloved soul gives you life…living, breathing and being you.
You now become the onlooker or the “witness” (one who watches) as the Beloved soul now acts for you or “acts on your behalf” as your true self.
So this Easter, roll the stone away from the self imposed tomb within your body and release your true “Beloved” self. Awaken yourself to your true identity. Let that identity rise up (resurrect) to the forefront of your being (ascension). By doing this, you allow your Beloved self (the true soul within) to live life as you. When this happens, your divine soul,self, identity transforms and ascends to become the higher, original divine self that is you…u2 r the one Beloved.
The one, divine, universal soul, that is housed within you, has existed from the beginning of time and continues to exist into eternity. You, living as the Beloved, have already been everyone and have already experienced (and will continue to experience) every imaginable thing. The eternal, divine, one Beloved soul that is you, your true self, will continue to do and be everything for all time.
The soul of the Beloved is not apart from ourselves. This divine soul IS the one and only soul that exists in all humanity. IT’S life is what lives and breathes inside the shell of the body. Your body, as you know it, is not you. Your soul, as you know it, is not you. Your body is for the Beloved soul…so it can have physical life as you. The body is a non-living thing without the breath of the one, divine, eternal life inside. Your spirit is not your’s…it is the spirit of the one Beloved.
Process of being Beloved is not so much doing as it is becoming. Once you enter into Beloved-hood you naturally do the loving nature you have become. When you know that your souls true identity is the one and only Beloved soul identity…you will do as the Beloved. If you become love you do what love would do.
You are created to “BE LOVE.” You are an individual but your soul is not. Every man, woman and child that has ever lived has the one divine soul in common. That one Beloved soul is a progeny of God himself… living and giving its life to each of us. It is the source and breath of all life. It is the one true life. You are not the person you see in the mirror. See and believe that the divine Beloved self is looking at your reflection through your eyes. All are really the one BE-LOVED soul in disguise.
Why Beloved-hood? So you can learn how to reconnect to your true, original, divine self. The Beloved self holds the key to it’s past (your true past as the Beloved), it’s present (your present as the Beloved), it’s future (your everlasting future lived as the Beloved) and it’s purpose (your purpose when living from the Beloved mind).
By learning how to reinstate the Beloved within you…you uncover your true self. Surrender the self you think you are and awaken to your real Beloved self. That new identity is the divine, singular, universal soul expressing and living as you.
The journey is the road to revelation. The revealing of your true self. All are the one Beloved being…the singular, universal, soul known by many names. The divine Beloved is you and therefore can never leave you…ever.
Many have already entered into Beloved-hood…Buddha, Mohammed, Jesus, etc…pick one…that same universal, divine, soul that had physical life as them is who you are too. U2 r the same Beloved. Your true self, the one, beloved soul within, is and will experience life in all…as all…for all time.