“The hidden heart of the Divine Beloved… is the nucleus of my Adam/atom-like being” – u2rbeloved


How is the inner Beloved like a nucleus? They both are the central and most important part of an object. They both are the positively charged core of an atom/Adam/man.

A person holding a Red Apple with engraved heart

Nucleus: core, center, pivot, crux
Crux: “cross”, heart, essence, kernel
Kernel: substance, quintessence
Quintessence: soul, nature, spirit

The center/crux selfis the cross/heart self… that is the substance/soul self…that is the Divine Beloved self.

So...Nucleus=crux=kernel=quintessence=Beloved self


Here in Belovedhood, God’s hidden gems of truth, love and goodness are revealed by tracing His sacred words back to their original source and ancient meaning.

We can gain insight and the inner “how-tos” by following the pathway, the trail, the illuminated stepping stones of God’s text.

Approach God’s words of goodness from the perspective of the inner Sacred self. This celestial core/crux self knows how to interpret Heavens helpful hints.

As you try this technique on your own… you will soon notice an “awe-mazing” pattern develop. Pay attention to key words like: upright/lie down, put on/take off, go to/turn from, day/night, awake/asleep, my name/ your name, etc…all referring to the spiritual identity in relationship to the physical identity.

In simplified terms… sacred text points to the twist, the turn, the role reversal, the shift in how we are to perceive ourselves. We have forgotten our true “identity” as the Beloved. Our purpose is to win back the glory for that true self.


“See the spiritual self over the physical self…see our many faces as the one Divine face…see all of humanity as the One Blessed being who is LIFE” 

As you know, by worldly interpretation, some sacred text will sound ominous… but you Beloved, do not judge by worldly standards…you know God created all things good…which includes His words…each and every one of them. Follow the way of the word, it’s meandering meaning, until you reach it’s original goodness…this is key.acorns-green-hands-heart-mood-hd-wallpaper

Let us use the words “take up your cross” as an exampleYes, there is a “good news” version of them. 

Take up means to gather, to elevate, to acquire…and cross, as mentioned earlier, means essence/central point …so to take up your cross, in Belovedhood, is a reminder for us to raise up, in our awareness, the cross self…the crux self, the spiritual core self…the heart and nucleus self…the inner Beloved self.

The cross now takes on a new “identity”…it’s image transforms from being a burden that is physical to becoming the being that is the Beloved. It takes off the symbol of the suffering self and puts on the symbol of the true inner self…the indivisible God created offspring self.

“In Belovedhood, the cross (crux/heart/kernel) is not a thing…it is a being…who is the inner Divine self.  Just like Life, in Belovedhood, is not a thing…it too is a being… who’s name is the Beloved”

Follow the words of God that he sprawled out in front of you…they are your signposts. Seek out the good, propitious and positively charged meaning behind them and they will lead to God’s ultimate destination for you…the self-discovery that you are the Divine Beloved…the intended recipient of all of God’s goodness.

African woman with hands crossed over heart

“As the Divine Beloved self…I AM the core self… I AM the “cross” self…I AM the quintessential self… I AM the spiritual substance self”

TGIF. You truly are the Beloved… “cross” my “heart”